I'm feeling better again. Thank goodness.
Writing about how I felt was very good for me yesterday. So was writing about the warts. Seriously. It reminded me that there are other things going on in my life other than urinating, eating, grunting when I have to bend over, and the tightening of my uterus.
Which is happening a lot, by the way. (All four.)
I also gave myself a good talking-to yesterday in the late morning. Enough despair, I said. Let's focus on the positive and make these last few days pleasant instead of miserable. So, as it was beautifully sunny and 30 degrees outside, I suited up the boys and headed out. They loved it.
Then we ate lunch, read together, snuggled down, and both boys napped while I rested for a half-hour. When I got up, I went into the gorgeously-lit sunroom and worked through a few things: sorting newborn clothes, writing up a birth plan, and bouncing ideas off my doula friend who is going to be here for the birth.
It ended up being a pretty good day.
I have another appointment with my midwife today. Let's hope it is the LAST. Not because I don't want to see her, but because still being pregnant at this time next week might plunge me back into the pit. And my due date isn't even until this Sunday! What a wimp I am, having gone early with both boys. I only expect the best! And soon.
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